Today was my first official day back to school, although I have been back unofficially for the last week. I have taken on a new responsibility in the field of computers and media technology, which has kept me hopping. Although the work has eaten up 110% of any leisure time I might have had, it has been therapeutic, giving me something to focus on other than Marilyn’s condition. It has also allowed me to be more objective in assessing Marilyn’s progress between visits to the hospital.
Happily I can say that in the last 3 days Marilyn has responded very favorably to the care and treatments being administered. Today she commented on being ravishingly hungry and when I entered the room I found her partially sitting up, while polishing off at least ¾ of her supper. When I asked her if the food was tasting better now that she was feeling stronger she answered,
“Absolutely not, it still all tastes like cardboard, I’m just so hungry, I will eat anything."
I told her to look forward to a celebration at a nice restaurant as soon as she was allowed to go home.
Probably the most encouraging sign is that much of Marilyn’s confusion is beginning to clear. Although she still struggles to separate facts from fantasy, it is refreshing to be able to believe “most” of her stories and accounts of doctor’s visits. Lately Marilyn has been lasting longer between narcotic pain killer requests. In fact today, when the evening nurse asked her if she needed a pill for pain, she answered, “no, I haven’t had much pain at all this afternoon.” Upon checking we discovered that she hadn’t had any extra breakthrough pain control all afternoon. I am sure that this trend is contributing to a much clearer mind.
Once again I can’t thank everyone enough for all the prayers that have gone up on Marilyn’s behalf. Today we have felt God’s promise from Isaiah 41 first hand -
Probably the most encouraging sign is that much of Marilyn’s confusion is beginning to clear. Although she still struggles to separate facts from fantasy, it is refreshing to be able to believe “most” of her stories and accounts of doctor’s visits. Lately Marilyn has been lasting longer between narcotic pain killer requests. In fact today, when the evening nurse asked her if she needed a pill for pain, she answered, “no, I haven’t had much pain at all this afternoon.” Upon checking we discovered that she hadn’t had any extra breakthrough pain control all afternoon. I am sure that this trend is contributing to a much clearer mind.
Once again I can’t thank everyone enough for all the prayers that have gone up on Marilyn’s behalf. Today we have felt God’s promise from Isaiah 41 first hand -
"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”
Tomorrow, the treatment we have waited so long for will begin. Marilyn’s oncologist, Dr. Dowden was successful in fast tracking all the planning and preparation for this so at 9:15 on Thursday August 28, the first of several radiation treatments begins. Marilyn is ready for whatever is in store for her future and is praying that through her experiences she can inspire others.
Love to all
Marilyn & Bryon
Tomorrow, the treatment we have waited so long for will begin. Marilyn’s oncologist, Dr. Dowden was successful in fast tracking all the planning and preparation for this so at 9:15 on Thursday August 28, the first of several radiation treatments begins. Marilyn is ready for whatever is in store for her future and is praying that through her experiences she can inspire others.
Love to all
Marilyn & Bryon
1 comment:
Hi Brian,
It sounds as if the doctors have had fairly good reports for Marilyn lately so thank the Lord for that.
I know that with all the medication I've been on through the years - I had times when I didn't know what was real.
I remember when the boys were about4 and 6 yrs and I was in bed and I could hear then outside at our bedroom window begging me to let then in the house (it was dark) but I couldn't move. Later, I was finally able to get up and they were sound asleep in their beds and I was so relieved - I just bawled. Medicine can have such an effect on your mind, but when the pain is so bad, you just want to get some relief!!
May you have the energy to do your school work and visit and look after Marilyn. The news sounds good. PTL
Love,
Carol (and Murray)
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