It's Been A Long Time

It has been a long time since I have written on this blog.  Not because I am quitting at all.  I guess mainly because I think I am really busy and just can't think of much to say.  In actuality, I am busy, but in reality my busyness is a result of just never really being focused on what I am actually doing. 

Setting a routine has been hard.  No one to answer to, no one to remind me of details.  Sometimes I feel like I am going in circles.  This week I tried to immerse myself in work and school life and for the most part It kept my mind occupied with good thoughts.  I come home tired and try to attend to the many things still left to do at home.

One thing for certain is - God has always been here with me.  I often just stop and talk to him.  He is definitely a presence I can rely on.  Another thing that has been impressed on me over and over these past few days is - I am not the only person that has or is currently going through this.  Even though I often feel that I am the only one who is facing this, I have been reminded of the fact that many others have had the same difficult struggle I am currently in.  

As the phone, letters, and emails slowly return to their usual volume,  I can begin to step back and take account of my life as it exists today.  Although I must face times of deep loneliness, I still know I have many friends who love, care and pray for me regularly.  Many times I have felt the warmth of prayerful embraces from those who have held me before the Lord in prayer.  I can't explain exactly how I feel but I know that I wouldn't survive without this support.

On Friday I plan to take a trip with Lyn (my stepmother) to Vancouver.  If all goes well I will drive down to Creston, pick her up and then on to Sandpoint where we will board the train for Seattle.  From there we will rent a car and drive up to Vancouver for a few days.  It should be fun and I am looking forward to the time as a relaxing change.  Although we have had some snow, I will pray for safety and guidance throughout the trip.  

Well it is quite late and I must get off to sleep so I will be able to drive safely on Friday.  I just wanted to write something so those of you who take the time to check out my blog will have something to read and know that I am still up and kicking.  Hopefully I won't be so slow in updating here again.

I hope you all have a good week and keep Christ at the center of your thoughts.

Bryon